InSearchForAReasons

Making a change for myself, realizing what has to be done to keep the people around me.
A control freak comes hand in hand with a serious lifestyle. Got to change that for a peaceful life, i cant puppet the people around me...that a fact. That what i tried to do, coming to realize that just awful. Got to make this change or else i'll slowly lose the people i care about. I realize in my life, there's no one out there to control what i do. Call me weird or dumb but i really want to feel how it's like to have someone to control what i do. Its like there's no one out there that cares what i do.