InSearchForAReasons

Past few days have been feeling strong guilt towards the people i've hurt, especially you, I know i've taken u for granted, i guess it's retribution that i'm in this state, so what goes around comes around yeah? All i wanted to say is how sorry i am, i've ill-treated you, you wanted me to send u home but i have excuses, u wanted me to hold your hand but i didn't want to, u wanted me to have lunch with you but i had it with my friends. i guess i'm just too much of a bastard to be with anyone, i even have the guts to two time, i've truly regretted...really regretted. I'm sorry for blaming you for everything i couldn't do. Will there be a day when i could receive that much care from someone ever again?



I'm sorry