InSearchForAReasons

I cant backspace the things i've done i life neither can Alt F4.

Heavy burden,
i've hurt many i once hurt someone dearest to me,
never once use my head to think, must be stupid of me. It has always been
a greatest regret of mine to take you too lightly. I'm sorry for the things i've done
to you. i've been very regretful till nw. It must have been the most regretful things
i have ever done. I live in tremor hating myself, could i control myself? If i cant
i would not have any courage to hold anyone close to me.

What should i do?