InSearchForAReasons

Isn't this the best question everyone would wana be asked.

If someone were to ask me.

Ans : To be with u

Everything is so not F**kin Perfect

i've slim down from 68 to 58 WHATUP *high six*

It's has been a hundred times i've loved you

for you

i just want to hold your hand

it's getting me everyday. my every dream. every time when i wake up. every time when going to sleep. every time when i have nothing to do. every time when i have something to do. i cant handle it. i really cant.

going through this again sucks. how many times do a person have to go through this hard times. i really very tired from all this. my mind is blowing up, my mood is crushed, my heart is heavy, my body feels weak. i really very tired. really very tired.
i'm clueless about everything. i'll get fet up with everything. u think i've learn my lesson by now?

My answer is no
Because you're my lesson







FML

I guess i have some thinking to do

Tonight the sunset means so much
The one thing that you know you'll never touch
Like the feeling, the real thing
Gotta reach out for the sweet dream
But somehow the darkness wakes me up
Well I've felt this emptiness before
But all the times that I've been broken
I still run right back for more

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

Oh yeah

Sometimes I think I'm better off
To turn out the lights and close up shop
Didn't give up the longing, believing
And belonging
Just hold down my head and take the loss


You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah, well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

I haven't learned a thing
I haven't learned, haven't learned
I haven't learned a thing

SO FUCKING STRESS.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP.

My heart feels so heavy.
So much uncertainty, so uneasy so much question.
Whats wrong?
whats the problem?
What am i?
who am i to you?
Really..what is the problem

To be a better person, making wiser decision.

Be more flexible with what i do.

Hey jovina you're part of my resolution